started out 4 days ago, both glands were swollen gradually my head started aching the back of my neck hurts to hold my head up or move my throat hurts like a bitch to swallow i’ve been getting a fever every night..probably around 100..just my guess
but i’m super congested. this is the only thing that makes me think it’s not strep. i’ve been told by doctors before you shouldnt have a stuffed up nose with strep. my ears are clogged up and cant pop..and i have mucus in my chest that i would cough up if it didnt hurt so fucking bad.
my tonsils do look kind of red and have a little bit of white on them, but i cant tell if it’s mucus.
idk..what do you guys think?
sound like strep? if so i need to go get antibiotics. sigh
i dont see why first times HAVE to be meaningful..its just sex..no guy deserves some amazing gift of virginity and you shouldnt regret it if you gave this oh so special thing to the wrong guy..thats just dumb. society brainwashes girls into thinking their first time has to be special or they will regret it their entire lives. this is only true for those dumb enough to believe it. YOU are in control of your body, your sex life..you chose to have sex..if you think it was too soon, it’s okay..we make mistakes..wait a few years and have sex when you’re ready..but dont let yourself be convinced that you will forever regret your first time…its really unnecessary.
I'm glad someone understands! My friend is always commenting on what I or anyone else around her is eating. She constantly talks about healthy eating and exercise in a condescending manner and sometimes I'd really to enjoy a piece of pizza without feeling so guilty and ashamed. I want to tell her I don't like her commenting but I know it wouldn't go over well with her.. ):
fuck her feelings…shes hurting yours. tell her to stop and if she doesnt she clearly isnt a good friend
Ever consider getting into vapes (hookah pens)? I know a lot of people that it's helped them quit smoking cigarettes.. and although it's still not great for you it's a lot better than cigarettes. I've recently really gotten into them. Just an idea since you mentioned wanting to quit; they're not for everyone.
i hate hookah so if its anything like that i wouldnt enjoy it. i have e-cigs. im just kicking one bad habit at a time over here so im not jumping into quitting for a few more weeks. i can only take so much lol
i hate people who tell other people what to eat or drink.
i cant buy soda without getting bitched at.
yes i know its bad.
believe me when i was a teen my mom used to get on me about what i ate/drank too because i was overweight. she never failed to point it out. it hurts to still think about it.
it’s seriously none of your business whatsoever.
im sensitive but im also allowed to eat/drink whatever the fuck i want. im sorry it doesnt fit your standards. im sorry my glands fucking hurt and my throat is killing me and soda is the one thing that seems to help soothe it.
its just fucking annoying. if you are someone who does this, shut the fuck up.
if you are someone who gets this..i feel for you. try to ignore it…even though its constantly brought up
While I am having sex with my boyfriend, it is seriously incredible. My only "problem" is that after a certain amount of time, I either get sore or tired of it, and it starts to hurt (I'm still wet, trust me) I just think it is from the constant thrusting of my boyfriend. Question - how do you and Evan just keep going? You seem to always post about how great your sex life is with him, so I'm just curious. I would love to be able to just keep going.
our sex doesnt last THAT long..id say 30 minutes, including foreplay for 10..which is making out/oral. if you are new to sex..as in first year still..then its normal..i was super sore my first 6 months of having sex..the guy i lost my v card to was pretty huge too.
lately our sex starts by us being silly..like teasing each other or tickling each other…or like yesterday we showered together and i was like “im gonna shave my cat so you can eat it” and hes like “ok. ill do my dick/balls too”..and we had sex last night.
so i guess some of it is planned now that we’ve been together over a year..and sometimes it’s spontaneous. i find the longer we go without it, the better it is when we do have sex..so maybe be more..idk..uninterested in it for a bit, let it happen naturally..and it will be a lot better that way. although when you go a week, it’s usually easy for the guy to come within 5 minutes..my bf does this, but he doesnt have a refractory period..meaning he stays hard and can continue fucking me til he cums again 20 minutes later….i guess i got lucky lol
I apologize if talking about it makes you uncomfortable, or it's something that you don't like, but I was just wondering.. How did you start your lifestyle change and get into the incredible shape that you're in now?
im not in good shape now..but before..i basically just wokeup one day and decided i was done being fat. then i started changing my habits and i built up over the course of 3 months..month one was counting calories and walking the neighborhood for 30 minutes a night..month two i cut out diet soda and sugar and i started walking 60 minutes a day..then month three i cut out 99% of processed foods, ate 1350 calories a day, went to the gym twice a day….so i built up slowly..thats what worked for me. it became my life. im an addict. i get addicted to things easily. i loved seeing results and i loved how good i felt..losing 12-15lbs a month was awesome..by burning 1500 calories a day at the gym o_O
I was going through some of my old posts today, and I came across one that I reblogged from you about "hating every marine you've ever come in contact with" Just curious, why? Haha. I reblogged it because I had just got out of having a thing or something with one, and he wasn't a good fit for me.
all of the ones i met had logs up their ass about their life choices. i know for a fact there are some great men that are marines..i just had bad luck when i was dating before evan, i met about 5 marines and all of them made me so angry at their pompous attitudes. i lived in oceanside which is right near a base..so they were everywhere
What did you do for money when you were living with Guilia or even on your own in AZ? I just remember thaat you posted a lot of pictures of you drinking Starbucks and I know that could get expensive
i had savings. i was successful as a teen partly due to luck partly due to brains. when i met evan i stopped getting starbucks…it’s been a year since i broke that habit..now i get it once every few months..and its usually a frap not iced coffee.
hey biz, i followed you when you went to cna school and i was wondering how hard the classes are and whether you thought it was worth it. i'm a college student in a field unrelated to healthcare, but i've been thinking of getting my cna over the summer. i know being a cna is a difficult and often thankless job, but i want to help people and would like to have a decent paying/high demand job until i graduate. would you recommend it?
i did an accelerated course which was 4 weeks of class and 2 weeks of clinicals. it was easy for me because i took anatomy and medical terminology beforehand. i also passed the state test my first try which is rare. but dont look at it for the money or how in demand it will be…those are perks but really..the job is rough..not everyone is meant for it..if you are a sweet person who takes things personally you will hate it. do it for the right reasons and it will be easy. but people are assholes and you will be treated like garbage a lot of the time.
I just wanna say thankyou for always giving up your time to come on here to give people advice. You have given me advice on multiple occasions that have helped me a lot and I know your advice helps a lot of other people. So thankyou. You are a great person and I happy that you have someone who makes you so happy. It is a great feeling. Have a nice night (:
good im glad i helped :)) i never get follow-ups so this is nice to hear
I'm so glad you're happy with Evan! I've been following you for quite a while now and I remember you answering people's questions about not really being into marriage. Congratulations, and I wish you and Evan the best!!
not to be rude or a negative Nellie, but aren't you guys worried about losing the other prematurely because of the smoking habit? I could never date a smoker or make the emotional investment knowing I could lose them before it was truly their time to go. Like I know car accidents etc can still happen, but those aren't the things you worry about. idk, do you ever worry about that?
nah i understand. yea it worries me. a lot. i want us both to quit very soon here. we are in it together so if one of us wanted to stop, the other would join in. i’ve drastically cut back lately because it’s too fucking cold to go outside..so now that ive weaned myself to 3 or 4 a day i hope to quit in a few weeks.
I feel so fortunate that at 22 I’ve found someone who I know is right for me. I love that you treat me like a princess but you still rough me up in bed. I love that you would do anything in your power to make me happy, but you haven’t crawled too far up my ass to the point where I feel suffocated. I love that our love is mutual. 50/50. Love should be 50/50, I didn’t know that until I met you. I love that I want to marry you despite the fact that I’ve always said it wasn’t for me.
I love that you are my strength when I’m weak; you are the bravest person I know. You put up with my reclusive nature and give me my space. You are the first to say sorry. You are everything I ever wanted in a man and more. I love that I know we will last. It isn’t something I have to worry about. I know we will stay together through thick and thin. Forever and always and all that shit. I love you, baby..I’m so lucky to have found you.
This is TMI and rated R and very against Jesus. Just a disclaimer. You have been warned my friends.
I’m sure most of you have sex stories. A session of sex which stands out for being weird, crazy, stupid, disturbing, or all of the above. So my boyfriend and I are home alone. I glance at the clock on the microwave.. It’s 3:10. Perfect. Evan’s mom gets home from work at 3:45, plenty of time for some bump and grind. We have been sick lately and both took a Soma and some klonopin 30 minutes before. Feeling all kinds of good. So we start to make out in the kitchen, clothes come of, things get touched , you know the drill. I say hey baby go sit on the couch in the living room. he sits and i lay down and begin to Bob the cob……. An hour and a half later I wakeup with a dick in my mouth, half of my face is asleep like a sand bag, both my arms are asleep from sleeping on my stomach and i start to talk and go “EVAN FUCK WAKEUP” but it comes out like “RUFHF SHF A FADF” BECAUSE THERES A DICK IN MY MOUTH and so i spit it out and i’m like EVAN IT’S 4:15 IS YOUR MOM HERE??? and we look out the window and shes just pulling up..so we rush to get dressed. We both fucking passed out at the same time while i was giving him head. and i magically wokeup at the same time his mom was about to get there. Maybe god does exist.
my mom has been a cop for over 20 years and she is the one who constantly warns me about police aggression and young male cops and told me that if you’re ever alone on a rural road and a cop throws their lights on to put on your four ways and drive to the next gas station before stopping because so many cops are scum and it’s not worth the chance of getting hurt. the fact that SHE feels the need to tell me this shit scares me to death
sailorscouthoe said: glad you got em!!! sorry i couldn’t be of any help! :(
its ok dude. my bf’s brother got me a bunch of klonopin and his mom got me a ton of muscle relaxers and then my kratom dealer got me a lot of xanax. so im stocked up. thank you for trying i appreciate it